Friday, February 22, 2008

Decisions, decisions

Okay...

So I got an offer to be hired on a full time permanant basis here. I would be trained to do more stuff (to alleviate boredom) BUT

I'd have to agree to stay for a lengthy time period. Meaning that if I go back to school in September they would not want to keep me.

Also meaning that if I want to get back into social work that I would be breaking faith with this company.

I think I am scared of committment. The idea of staying tied to one job, any job, really scares me off. But then again, surely stability is a good thing.

I had given myself two months with this job to figure out what I wanted to do. I really hate that I am being pressed to cut that time short. I really don't think I am ready to make that sort of a commitment or ready to make those sorts of decisions.

I am SERIOUSLY commitment-phobic.

3 comments:

Megan said...

What're they really going to do if you agree to full-time and then quit in September??

The Wisper said...

Well then they'd be super-annoyed... lol.

Megan said...

Probably... but there's not much they can actually do. They're not going to kidnap you and tie you to your desk to make you stay... I hope.