May-B was right

I think I need the stuff I threw out.

Gah!!! I need to stick to my guns. I mean, I made a logical and rational decision. I felt really good about it. I mean, it opened up my options, and it was making me see reality- maybe it was a harsh side of reality, but Iwas so sure it was right. New year, new direction, right?

But now that I am second guessing myself I am thinking that maybe I am just sabatouging myself.

But then I think that just cuz I am back in my normal space I am simply falling back into old habits.

And surely I can handle that.

Gah!!! (mentally hitting myself over the head)

I need to stick to my guns. I know exactly what bad habits I am falling into. I have already analyzed myself throughly and I know I have to stick to my guns.

Good thing I remembered to empty the recycle bin.

Sorry that this made no sense.